🌱 1. The First Seeds of Sovereign Work

While many children dreamed of toys,
fairy tales, and vacations,
my childhood dreams grew differently:

I dreamed of freedom.
I dreamed of being able to choose my life.
I dreamed of a day where no one could steal my labor, my money, my voice.

By the time I was ten years old,
I was not only studying —
I was working —
not for allowance, not for pocket money,
but for the survival and pride of my family.

Each small coin I earned carried a prayer folded inside it:

One day, I will work for the joy of building, not for fear of losing.

🌙✨ This post is part of my Healing Journey Series — Part 1 with a sacred unfolding across six chapters. If you are new here, you may wish to begin from the beginning to walk the full journey with me. 🌙✨

🌸 2. Work as Survival — Then Work as Sacred Choice

For many years, work was tied to survival:

• Supporting my mother’s businesses after my father’s betrayals.
• Carrying silent responsibilities while still succeeding at school.
• Being praised externally for being “mature,” “hardworking,” “responsible” — while inside, I carried exhaustion no one saw.

But somewhere in the deep undercurrent of all that forced labor, a sacred fire remained:

I will not work as a slave to survival forever.
I will find a way to let my work be an expression of my soul.

🕯️ 3. The Journey into Education: Building Bridges

Education became my escape route —
not out of hate, but out of hope.

I studied fiercely:

• First in Vietnam, mastering languages and administration.
• Then braving the unknown, crossing continents to Finland,
  where I built a new life from nothing but discipline, prayer, and stubborn faith.

While many around me struggled to believe they deserved more, I studied like someone carrying a secret map:

Education will be my bridge.
It will carry me from surviving to sovereign building.

I didn’t just want degrees.
I wanted tools — tools to craft a life no one could steal from me again

🌙 4. Discovering the Real Law of Creation

In 2019,
my spiritual expansion deepened dramatically:
I encountered the Law of Attraction —
not through shallow “think positive” slogans,
but through the lived realization that inner vibration births outer reality.

I began experimenting with my energy:

• Visualizing outcomes clearly.
• Blessing what I already had.
• Refusing to curse delays, but instead reading them as invitations to recalibrate.

And quietly, miracles began to unfold:

• Job opportunities at exactly the needed times.
• Manifestations of financial support when survival fear threatened to return.
• A second pregnancy — long prayed for — arriving precisely at the soul’s appointed moment.

I realized:

I am not here to control the universe.
I am here to co-create with it consciously.

✨ 5. Career Was Never About Titles — It Was Always About SovereigntySacred Vow

When I completed my Bachelor’s Degree in Multilingual Management in Finland, many congratulated me for the accomplishment.

But what they didn’t see was the deeper truth:

✅ It wasn’t about a diploma.
✅ It wasn’t about climbing ladders.

It was about reclaiming the authority to say:

I can build a life where I am the architect — not the sacrifice.

Career, for me, has never been about status. It has always been about freedom:

• Freedom to create ethically.
• Freedom to grow without asking permission.
• Freedom to leave survival behind and step fully into sacred contribution.

❤️ 6. The Inner Promotion: Becoming the Steward of My Destiny

At some point —
without applause, without ceremony —
I realized I had quietly promoted myself.

I was no longer the “dutiful daughter”
or the “over-responsible child”
or the “survivor pretending not to be tired.”

I had become the sovereign steward of my destiny.

I was building businesses not out of fear —
but out of soul expression.

I was studying not to escape my past —
but to sculpt a future so rooted in spirit
that no outer storm could shake it.

Career was no longer separate from healing.
Career became my healing in motion.

🌟 Reflection at the End of Chapter 2

Today, I bless every late-night study session.
I bless every job taken humbly.
I bless every sacrifice made in secret.

They were not wasted.
They were not in vain.

They were the bricks I laid down with invisible hands — brick by brick — until one day I could stand in my own sovereignty.

I do not work for survival anymore.
I work as a free woman,
building a life aligned with my spirit.

And every project, every word, every creation that flows through my hands now — is a prayer answered by the soul of that little girl who once dreamed of being free.

— Hoa Rompasaari